Distance for a while

Jakarta, quite messy.
Berantakan.. Iya kehancuran hidup gue mencapai puncaknya di umur gue yg 19th ini.

Kadang gue benci sama diri gue sendiri. Kenapa gue bisa ngorbanin kebahagiaan gue cuma buat orang-orang yg gue sayang. Sesekali gue mau egois.

Akhirnya gue dapet karma, ya, i had a big damn karma. For all of my mistake.

Di waktu gue seperti ini aja gue masih mikirin kebahagian orang lain, dan ga mikirin apa yg harus gue jalanin cuma buat kebahagian orang semata.

Alasan gue kenapa ngejalanin ini semua sendiri karna udah cukup campur tangan orang lain. Udah cukup orang ribet karna gue. Udah cukup orang sakit hati karna gue.
Ini masalah gue, gue harus bisa lebih dewasa dan tanggung jawab atas apa yg gue lakuin.

Stress? Ya, of course.
Gue biarin orang yg ngelakuin kesalahan ini bareng gue jalanin hidup dia sendiri, cuma karna satu alasan.
Gue ga bisa liat dia lebih sengsara karna gue.
Sok pahlawan? Haha, mungkin.
Tapi itu bikin gue lebih nyaman untuk saat ini.

Kasih jarak dari society itu satu-satunya cara terbaik buat hal ini..
Gue ga mau lebih stress mikirin semuanya, gue ga mau ambil resiko kehilangan Virginia.
Gue bakal jalanin ini semua sendiri mulai sekarang.
Dan emang itu selalu jadi Prinsip gue, jalanin semua sendiri itu lebih gampang.

Oya, makasih buat kamu yg udah mau tanggung jawab, dan makasih juga buat sahabat gue yg udah berusaha bantu gue.

See ya fellas!:)

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Acid attack survivors in India model new clothing range for powerful photoshoot

Survivors of acid attacks in India have become the face of a new clothing range designed by a woman who had acid thrown in her face while she was asleep four years ago.Delhi-based designer Rupa and her friends Rita, Sonam, Laxmi and Chanchal modelled the clothes from her new range, Rupa Designs, for photographer Rahul Saharan.

Rupa suffered extensive injuries when her stepmother threw acid in her face while she was sleeping in 2008.

She was allegedly left without any medical aid for six hours before her uncle found her and transported her to hospital, where she underwent eleven operations and spent three months being cared for.

This is what you call BRAVE. Beautiful is not enough to describe these women. 

This gave me goosebumps. I feel helpless though.

my heart aches these women are beautiful and brave